so valentine’s day is coming up, and i’m actually excited!

my first boyfriend found out he had mono on vday (yeah. right? truuuee story).

my second, we had only been dating for about a week, so we both just pretended it didn’t really exist and went on with life.

but this one. i am actually in love and it’s just, silly how much of a girl i am about it, so i’ll save the gorey details, i’m just excited.

i’m not even worried about eating too much candy.

i bulked during all the snow days that were alloted at my school, and…it kind of sucked. i just always felt uncomfortably full and icky. although my strength did increase, i’m actually excited to cut. and it is nice knowing i genuinly do not enjoy eating THAT much. so yay!

i always think it is funny how much people hate vday. i always just think of it as an excuse to celebrate. like groundhog’s day? labor day? why not have some fun with it.

anywayssss i’m rambling. i hope everyone’s weekend was fantastic and the week goes by nice and quick.

this is lovely.

this is lovely.

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guys.

i think i’m loosing my butt.

:(((((

i’m out of oatmeal.

normally, this would terrify me, as that is what makes up the bulk of my diet (i know i know, i need more variety. it’s just. hard, without a car, and in college, and on a budget, blah blah excueses excuses), but i think i’m going to embrace this. i do have a lot of protein bars (thank you, costco!), and i still have some frozen meals from the first semester (soooo much sodium), so i think i will try and eat up what i already have. this will be ncie if only because it will force me to deal with difference serving sizes of a wider variety of foods.

sorry for all the gibberish. i’m a  bit sleepy. anyways! yeah! happy thursday!

binge vs. overeating?

okay i have another question.

what constitutes as binge eating?

i see people all the time on here getting excited that they haven’t binged in any given period of time, and…i suppose i just don’t see the difference between binge eating and plain old overeating.

if i’m wrong (which i’m sure i am), would someone care to educate me?

thenotsouglygirl:

so I can dress like this and not look like a fat nerd

thenotsouglygirl:

so I can dress like this and not look like a fat nerd

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question?

allllllso, i’m really really really tired. like, i have a tired headache.

i’m about 200ish under my bmr. i didn’t workout today, but i rode my bike a lot, and walked a bunch, just to class and stuff.

i’m thinking i just might go to sleep and forget about eating more. since it is just 200 caloriesish, that shouldn’t be too detrimental, right? i’m still confused as to how many calories i should actually be eating. blah blah sorry, done talking, thanks for all the advice on everything. this is a wonderful community, and yeah. thanks :)

If I text a person in the same room as me, I stare at them till they get it.

hahahahahahaha

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i talked to the boyfriend.

he said i’m wonderful, and i shouldn’t change. and.

it’s just weird. knowing that someone actually TRULY likes me the way i am. flaws and all.

whatever, i’m really lucky.

regardless of all of this, i’m not giving up loosing weight. while i’m happy he digs me now, i want to look good by MY standards.

but still. it is always nice to hear that someone thinks i look good. yay :)

changingforthebest:

going to give this a go :)

i love challenges!

changingforthebest:

going to give this a go :)

i love challenges!

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question?

so today, my boyfriend asked me how much i weigh.

this was in context to something that we were doing in class, so it wasn’t totally random.

however, i was shocked. and refused to answer.

i feel as though that is something i am allowed to want to keep private. but i don’t know how to explain that.

to clarify, he didn’t ask in a malicious way. in fact, he always tells me how much he loves my body (even the parts i’m not too fond of, such as my tummy and my inner thighs).

am i allowed to want to keep this to myself? or am i being weird and making too big of a deal about it?

another shallow reason i want to look better naked? clothes inevitably look better, too.
i love looks like this. it’s so casual and comfy. and what is it, ultimately? a big teeshirt used as a dress and a long cardi. it is perfect.

another shallow reason i want to look better naked? clothes inevitably look better, too.

i love looks like this. it’s so casual and comfy. and what is it, ultimately? a big teeshirt used as a dress and a long cardi. it is perfect.

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hollowbonedhoe:

I EAT FOOD LIKE ERRYDAY

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My one pure goal is to look good naked.